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I'm 9 years old in the back of a church
Learning how the cermony will work
Trying to shrink into this metal folding chair
Praying to a god I'm pretty sure doesn't care

Cause I'm young and scared and never learned how to talk
So they don't hear me when I say I'm not, not ready to walk
Their hands on my sholders as we practice the steps
Watching my body move while I'm somewhere else, praying

If there's a god up there
Can he make me, can he make me disappear
If there's a god up there
Can he make me, can he make me disappear

But the big day comes and I'm all dressed up
Sitting in a pew waiting to be called
Mom's wearing a dress I've never seen before
I don't notice when they start pushing me to go

As I step out and I take my place
I feel the blood drain from my face
Panic setting in, dark as sin
I turn and run, I turn and run and pray

If there's a god up there
Can he make me, can he make me disappear
If there's a god up there
Can he make me, can he make me disappear

Half asleep on the floor my mom leans in close
Tells me every night she prays, prays to save my soul
Who knew there were children in hell
Who knew it was so easy to tell
Who knew how fast they fell
(Oh god...)

If there's a god up there
Can he make me, can he make me disappear
If there's a god up there
Can he make me, can he make me disappear

Disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear
Disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear
Disappear

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from before we hate each other, released March 3, 2023

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