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all these terrifying thoughts

from before we hate each other by nathalie

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Waking up gets harder with every passing moment
Try to shut out the screams calling for early abridgment

To this nightmare we've been left in
While the adults are away
Gambling on how soon we'll turn
And eat our own neighbor's face

Sleeping in gets worse with every knock upon the door
The end is near they scream as they take a big shit upon your porch

All these divine laws
And allusions to hide behind
Pulling every trigger
Praying we're not the ones who die

I'm not a nihilist
I'm just a bit exhausted by the thought
Of how much worse it can get
How much worse it's already got

I'm not a nihilist
I'm just a bit exhausted by the thought
Of how much worse it can get
(how much worse could it really get)

Falling asleep gets harder with every terrifying thought
Of racist cops and Nazi fucks and Democrats all out to lunch

Choking down the plague
And getting clocked in hell
Just trying not to die
Before the mid terms come around

I'm not a nihilist
I'm just a bit exhausted by the thought
Of how much worse this can get
How much worse it's already got

I'm not a nihilist
I'm just a bit exhausted by the thought
Of how much worse this can get
(but how much worse could it really get)

Wait a year and make a movie
Sell our trauma back as ancient history
Pretend it's all just allegory
Lie and say the world is healing

Mythologize our dead and grieving
Profit on the grift of always leaving
All these problems for our children
They'll be dead before they even see 'em

Hide inside your little bunker
Contracting novel forms of deadly cancer
No one to help you as you choke out
We're all alone in this together

Just a speck screaming for answers
As the walls echo back there's no one out here
Shrug it off one final time
Embrace the sun as the whole world crumbles

I'm not a nihilist
I'm just a litte exhausted by the thought
Of how much worse it's all gonna get
Of how much worse it's already got

I'm not a nihilist
I'm just a little exhausted by the thought
Of how much worse it's all gonna get
Of how much worse it's already got

I'm not a nihilist
I'm just a litte exhausted by the thought
Of all these terrifying thoughts
Oh god won't someone shut them up

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from before we hate each other, released March 3, 2023

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